[still_dres]

@RealSista

What I’m about to say will sound very strange to you, but it’s the truth.

I met this guy about 2 years ago. I cared about him. Since last year, I started experiencing this weird feeling; I had stopped talking to him on several occasions, but each time he was able to communicate with me with his mind (I guess). I’ll start thinking about him against my will, and it’s like the aura he send to me is slowly but aggressively driving me crazy until I call him (I mean crazy!!!)... At the very moment I take the phone, I’ll feel OK. Once, I asked him to leave my mind alone, but he told me: "I can't and I won't."

Last summer, we talked about this, and he told me it’s because his heart is pure and God knows better... He even admitted that he made me come to his state, even though I refused to go in the first place. When I asked for more explanation, he told me that I would not be able to understand. Some people told me it’s demoniac, but I don’t think so. I don’t feel so... while others thought that he is just playing with my psyche. The first group advised to see a pastor, and the second told me to avoid him. There is also a third group of people that told me it's love. However, I believe it’s just because of connection.

The same thing happened to me last night (even stronger), and my friend advised me to call him in order to know why he was still doing this to me. Thus, I called. He told me he was worried sick about my family and I. Moreover, he sent to me more than an dozen text messages and still no answer. He tried to call too, but thought that I probably traveled to another country for the holiday’s season.

I told him that I changed my cell phone number. He insisted to know my new number, but I didn’t give it to him. He made me promise to send it to him via text.

I have been talking to several people in search of more light on this issue, and to stop this feeling from happening again. Till today, nada...