You Promised!

[foxylady]

I wish I resisted the essence of your beauty
I wish I came to ma senses and accepted the unthinkable
I wish I accepted what ma friends keep telling me instead of defending you
I wish I was better at accepting disappointments

I remember our first night together
The way you held me and you promised you will never leave me
What happened? What happened to those long steamy nights?
What happened to those sunny days?
Do you even remember our long walks in the woods?
How can I forget our adventurous rendezvous?
Oh how I miss screaming your name

But you lied to me without thinking
You betrayed me w/o contemplation
You laughed at me while I cried with no compunction
You watched me deranged,you had no compassion
Oh I cannot forget the look on your face …was that animosity or was it just me?

I could swear you promised you’d there?
I recalled that night at the beach; you said you will never leave me
You vowed to protect me
Or yea you promised to always and forever treat me like a queen
When did the queen become the slave?
When did you stop loving me?

How can I ever trust any other man?
How can I look you in the face and pretend to have forgiven you
Will you take me back if I did the same thing to you?
You promised!