Get A life...

[Laydee-B]

It hurts and covering it up makes me short of breathe
so connected...so fast and its 2 late 2 regret and its considered 1 of those things 2 hard 2 forget
but i must
because sunny days won't appear until i dispose the fear of not having "it"
YOUR name is "it" 4 now because saying YOUR name brings..PAIN
it hurts
4am and its only..thoughts of...him
i said it!!!! now laugh
talk about how pathetic and weak i am
how i should not have given in
how our relationship never really made much sense
but...it did exist
or did it?
hypnotized and made 2 feel like this mirage of an "us" was real .......
run-on....
i ran on the possibility that 1 day he would be with me physically...and
AGAIN ....I WENT IN BLINDLY....
AND IT HURTS'
because you advised me 2 get a life as if i had none before....
while loving you?
If loving you meant i was lifeless then i was dead
and right now need 2 be revived cuz only 2nite did i manage to gasp air
breathing slow enough not 2 fracture my rib cage or whatever protects my heart from your daggers coated in toxic waste
You mutate my ability 2 love
YOu were my sanity
and 2 say I'm crazy is an understatement because crazy people are 2 caught up in their own minds 2 read between the lines...
but i did
so call me blind
Blind folded and lead by the possibility or the belief that we were soul mates
when we first met we called it fate
after all is said and done is fate which has gone bad still considered part of my destiny?

2 B continued.....

[Ibrahaem]

well composed.infact,u just spoke out ma heart.

[Laydee-B]

Originally Posted by Ibrahaem

well composed.infact,u just spoke out ma heart.

thanks. I'm glad it affect u thats why i keep writing