RANDOM THOUGHTS

[obionyenso]

doing it again,
trying to out think them,
my aim is not to cause pain,
but to dominate and gain,
for its the only way I know,
to execute whats in my brain,
without opposition so I can grow,
without causing the family name any stain.

I have to win,
God is supreme,
I believe in only HIM.
Gotta rise,like cream,
all the way to the top,overflowing lifes brim.

These thoughts are selfish,
Forgive me Lord God Father.
I know its possible to crash,
but my mind never feels a waiver,
of my destiny borne like a bad rash,
of contempts fear,
and ignorants believing I dont wash.

I know better
for I have faith in HIM.
Dont thirst for water,
because HE shows me how to win.

Dont know any other way,
too scared,
and my soul could never pay,
the price asked,
to walk that way.