[ceasar]

i ask myself why do i believe there is a God, i dont see Him, why would i give my life to someone who i am not sure exists, would my life not be less complicated without Him; i would not be forced to have faith, to hope things will get better, to seek things beyond my realm - i would live doing things myself and my way.

i go to bed concluding i am better off without God, but when i lay on my bed after a sobering from all vices, in my heart i feel him, i feel that part of Him in me, no matter how i try to dull the reality of Him i fail, i fail . my heart refuses to yield to reasoning and established facts, it beats and pants for Him, no matter what i do where i go - it tells me He is real, He is alive and He is right with me

this is my testimony.......