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Originally posted by ABC
Right now, I am doubting the existence of God. You can call it the devil at work but I believe either God or the devil has to prove itself glorious. I want to read my bible, but when I open it my eyes are filled with tears. I want to say a prayer but I can't open my mouth. Rather, I moan in discomfort all day. But John 14:18 says "I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you.
I have never been doubtful of the lord I am serving. I am at crossroads. I am minutes away from giving up on my faith in God.
I mean if people are about to start asking you to show you your so-called God then I doubt his existence.
Faith like a mustard seed is what the bible says but how can faithless people who trust not in God but their own efforts be unwilling to trade places with christians?
The bible says faith without works is dead so let me add that I read my bible everyday and I pray everyday. I am a big giver of tithes and offerring. I share the word and God's promises with people around me. However in the last couple of day, I don't see why I should read my bible, pray or give if faith with work is still dead anyways. As far as my faith, I am blank.
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Romans 14:23 - And he that doubteth is damned if he eat, because he eateth not of faith: FOR WHAT SOEVER IS NOT OF FAITH IS SIN.
You don't need to show people your so-called God but live it and they will see it in you.
Hebrews 11:6- BUT WITHOUT FAITH IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO PLEASE HIM: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.
What is wrong? Why do you think you feel the way you do? Are you expecting something from God and are tired of expecting? I'm not asking for answers but what ever it is let it go....LET GO AND LET GOD!!
I pray that God open your eyes of understanding for you to see what you need to see and be strenghtened where you need to be strenghtened in Jesus name.