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Originally posted by ABC
Right now, I am doubting the existence of God. You can call it the devil at work but I believe either God or the devil has to prove itself glorious. I want to read my bible, but when I open it my eyes are filled with tears. I want to say a prayer but I can't open my mouth. Rather, I moan in discomfort all day. But John 14:18 says "I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you.
I have never been doubtful of the lord I am serving. I am at crossroads. I am minutes away from giving up on my faith in God.
I mean if people are about to start asking you to show you your so-called God then I doubt his existence.
Faith like a mustard seed is what the bible says but how can faithless people who trust not in God but their own efforts be unwilling to trade places with christians?
The bible says faith without works is dead so let me add that I read my bible everyday and I pray everyday. I am a big giver of tithes and offerring. I share the word and God's promises with people around me. However in the last couple of day, I don't see why I should read my bible, pray or give if faith with work is still dead anyways. As far as my faith, I am blank.
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that sounds sad....i'll put you in my prayers. i don't even know what else to say to make you feel better....but will definitely pray. I pray that God will reveal himself to you in ways you've never known. Please don't give up...like you said, the devil is working, he's fighting. he probably knows that God has something great for you on the other end, but he wants to keep you from receiving the best that God has for you. Please don't doubt God...this is exactly what the devil wants. I'll be praying for you sha and if ya need some1 to pray with you, i'd be more than happy to. God Bless
