Dear Abi, I normally dont come hear to rant but

**Sir Cristao** · 08-10-2005, 09:04 AM

Damn, Life is hard. I feel as if there is no GOD and that if he is out there he sure is not listening to me. Fair enough I know I aint lived a good life shoot I prolly would go to hell if he were to come now. But cant he at least answer my cries for help and assistance.

I am at a point in life where my very soul is down .. Damn I have even thot of going the same road as the Jap pilots in WW2 however there is no way I am gonna give up on life, I still have too much of that in me ..

My thesis is going really horribly .. 16 days to submission still no results... I have worked so hard that I have suffered nervous breakdowns .. I have lied to my parents that things were ok to keep them from worrying .. (Lord forgive me) .. but the fact is I am scared .. scared that I might be a failure .. scared that I can never fulfill my potential ... scared that I mite never be what others see in me to become .. scared that I am nada in the grand scheme of life ..

So there it is, my lil rant this morning .. dang I have even thot of running away and joining the army .. i know the Brits are recruiting for Iraq ..

Anyways ama wait for ur answer .. and dont tell me to go cryin to that man above cos he sure as hell aint answered me ..

Signed

One nervous-wrecked son of a puta ..

**manilah** · 08-10-2005, 09:13 AM

You sound like me 5 days ago...end of the term thesis huh?

Believe in yourself and I know you don't wanna hear this.... but the man upstairs is always there for you

Sometimes the going gets tough and you just feel alone and frustrated. Your Thesis will be fine... You are NOT a failure....

In times like this, thinking about what God had brought you through (in the past) will give you the hope and faith that He will not let you down this time

FestacMan · 08-14-2005, 04:42 AM

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Originally posted by Sir Cristao
Damn, Life is hard. I feel as if there is no GOD

One nervous-wrecked son of a puta ..

LOL, cristo you a trip.

So this is the forum where y'all come to act fools. mehn when I need a laff I know where to come

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Sir Cristao Elder Join Date: Feb 2004 Location: White Hart Lane Posts: 10,065 Points: 6,000.16 Bank: 1,487,655.04 Total Points: 1,493,655.20 Donate Rep Power: 5163588	Dear Abi, I normally dont come hear to rant but Damn, Life is hard. I feel as if there is no GOD and that if he is out there he sure is not listening to me. Fair enough I know I aint lived a good life shoot I prolly would go to hell if he were to come now. But cant he at least answer my cries for help and assistance. I am at a point in life where my very soul is down .. Damn I have even thot of going the same road as the Jap pilots in WW2 however there is no way I am gonna give up on life, I still have too much of that in me .. My thesis is going really horribly .. 16 days to submission still no results... I have worked so hard that I have suffered nervous breakdowns .. I have lied to my parents that things were ok to keep them from worrying .. (Lord forgive me) .. but the fact is I am scared .. scared that I might be a failure .. scared that I can never fulfill my potential ... scared that I mite never be what others see in me to become .. scared that I am nada in the grand scheme of life .. So there it is, my lil rant this morning .. dang I have even thot of running away and joining the army .. i know the Brits are recruiting for Iraq .. Anyways ama wait for ur answer .. and dont tell me to go cryin to that man above cos he sure as hell aint answered me .. Signed One nervous-wrecked son of a puta ..

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