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**kai** · 04-01-2004, 06:24 AM

...wierd. I lost my wallet (drivers license, School Id, library card, various school/prof cards, bus pass, work keys & home keys with my address all attached to the wallet) on the bus, and i my day was off with a really realy bad start..i couldnt make it to work early, cos i didnt have the keys...i felt MAD!

called the CTA, they said they had not found anything..i remember losing a diskman on the bus b4, and i really didnt know what was up dis time...I felt like ok..out of all the people who use the bus what r the chances dat soeone would 1. see it, 2. pay any attention 3. report it to the bus driver

Had my boss contemplating changing the locks of my workplace and stuff, and i felt really dumb. my pops was also considering changing all the locks of the house, cos of security reasons.. he was concerned dat i was not organised at all...had me really feeling pissed.

I was so pissed particularly at God, as in, he could allow something so inconsequentially small could cause so much trouble.

i saw dat it made no sense trying to put the blame on God, cos it was like he was saying dat I was better off trusting him in everything i do, instead of getting mad at HIM whenever something goes wrong. I thought about it and i was like..ok...i guess i cant be mad at God for everything. No matter what happens, even if it gets worse than this, ill just trust in him...i mean, what is the alternative anyway?

i felt dat it happened for a reason though. Something said dat ill find the keys, but i'll have to go thorough some stuff first. later, my pops gave me a real talk about organising myself, although i was all subdued i think i really needed dat. I know i could have lost the keys for any other reason apart from being disorganised, but that talk with pops really popped something into the right socket.

This evening, the CTA called me saying dat they got the keys. I picked em up this night

just wanna say dat no matter how twisted your situation sounds, just trust in him...You might not get what you want, but it will always be for the better. ALL the times dat i remember that i ever went through something bad, i ALWAYS came out a much better person, most definitely with Gods help..Even if i didnt find the keys, i think i would have come out a better person...

God dey..i hope ill just be able to serve him right..dats all..

04-01-2004, 06:24 AM	#19 (permalink)
kai Elder Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: at your local crack depo.. Posts: 10,616 Points: 37,020.00 Bank: 294,290,475.73 Total Points: 294,327,495.73 Donate Rep Power: 21474875	...wierd. I lost my wallet (drivers license, School Id, library card, various school/prof cards, bus pass, work keys & home keys with my address all attached to the wallet) on the bus, and i my day was off with a really realy bad start..i couldnt make it to work early, cos i didnt have the keys...i felt MAD! called the CTA, they said they had not found anything..i remember losing a diskman on the bus b4, and i really didnt know what was up dis time...I felt like ok..out of all the people who use the bus what r the chances dat soeone would 1. see it, 2. pay any attention 3. report it to the bus driver Had my boss contemplating changing the locks of my workplace and stuff, and i felt really dumb. my pops was also considering changing all the locks of the house, cos of security reasons.. he was concerned dat i was not organised at all...had me really feeling pissed. I was so pissed particularly at God, as in, he could allow something so inconsequentially small could cause so much trouble. i saw dat it made no sense trying to put the blame on God, cos it was like he was saying dat I was better off trusting him in everything i do, instead of getting mad at HIM whenever something goes wrong. I thought about it and i was like..ok...i guess i cant be mad at God for everything. No matter what happens, even if it gets worse than this, ill just trust in him...i mean, what is the alternative anyway? i felt dat it happened for a reason though. Something said dat ill find the keys, but i'll have to go thorough some stuff first. later, my pops gave me a real talk about organising myself, although i was all subdued i think i really needed dat. I know i could have lost the keys for any other reason apart from being disorganised, but that talk with pops really popped something into the right socket. This evening, the CTA called me saying dat they got the keys. I picked em up this night just wanna say dat no matter how twisted your situation sounds, just trust in him...You might not get what you want, but it will always be for the better. ALL the times dat i remember that i ever went through something bad, i ALWAYS came out a much better person, most definitely with Gods help..Even if i didnt find the keys, i think i would have come out a better person... God dey..i hope ill just be able to serve him right..dats all..